Let Her Go

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
Well you let her go

The day I left I was stood in the kitchen bawling my eyes out in his arms not because we weren't going to be together but because I was sad and scared of losing a best friend if he chose to pursue something with her.  I've heard it 3 times now today and everytime I hear it my heart breaks just that little bit more.

How am I meant to get past the fact that music was our thing.  I hear songs on the radio that remind me of him and even as I type this yet another song is playing.  I don't know how I am meant to pull through it all when there are so many things that remind me of him.  I am so happy that he has found someone who will make him happy.  He deserves to be happy.  I just don't know how we can go from talking everyday for the past month to nothing in 2 days?  What happened? I was meant to be his best friend.  I was meant to be the person he didn't want to not have in his life. 

Perhaps my gf is right maybe I need to listen to some gangstah rap!  It might just pull me out of this funk I seem to be in at the moment.